I was asked by a teenager a few days ago what I felt the key to success was. (asking me that is like asking the pope for his position on felching, but anyway...I knew the boy- and had done for some time- so wasn't going to blow him off. so to speak.)
I thought...do I mumble something about Nietzsche and staring into abysses? Quote Blade Runner, lights burning brightly but briefly, & so on?
& then this came out. It just...fell out. Just like my little willie used to, fall out of my summer jammies as a little kid...you know the ones with the opening in front?
I said,
'You are young. Full of piss and vinegar. You gotta' get out there and do it. Hunt it down like a wild pig.
ALL that is true.
But there is one other thing; once you start... there's no turning back. It's like the fish hook thing...you get a hook in your finger? You have to keep pushing it through the skin and out the other side, then cut the barb off; you can never pull back.
you pull out hallway in, yr sunk.
You've got to ram & keep ramming until you break through that hymen of self actualisation.'
I may have gone too far with the end thing. I don't have a handbreak; I never got married.
Anyway...it wasn't all that pretty, but it felt true to me. And he nodded, like he knew what I was talking about.
I forgot to talk down to him...tidy it up for general consumption.
I probably turned him into some kind of rapist.
But I may have also saved his arse.
You can never know with kids, can you??
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